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Monday, April 6, 2009
I felt a surge of emotions, sad ones, rush through me when thoughts of some things, for no rhyme or reason, pushed itself into my busy mind today, moments ago. Random, i know. I don't like being reminded of things like that too. It stung me then, and still does, now. The reminder, like a whip-lash, striking me with each fact and snippet of the past recalled. The hurt it brings to me never lessens, and serves its purpose as how a scar would- a firm and ugly reminder of the pain, imprinted and embedded deep within my heart, skin, mind, all the way to my bones; as what a physical scar would do to a body. Only that my scars are invisible to the world, but myself. I want to be happy now. As mere mortals, i know whatever we, you or even i do now can never change, erase or make up for something done in the past, but what we can do, is to try our very hardest to make it all even better, and worth our very existence right now, in the present and of course, the future as well. I am not feeling any resentment or hate while i mention the above, i think all i needed was to let out the evil that was constantly bringing these thoughts to mind whenever i think i feel happier, with only one purpose of making me sad, and wanting me to feel nothing but unfortunate. Anyhow, I love how things are now, and of course i want things to be better, for me, for us, and everyone else too. And yes, Loving someone is never easy, but having to live life without that someone i love would be torturous. So i'd rather love. Afterall, with a man i love so much, there's no turning back. Well at least not for me.=) |
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